Having now reached the grand old age of 37 and have lived through the age of ‘Aciiiiiiiiid’ and open field raves I can come clean. Oh, and not to mention 2 trips to Amsterdam and a twenty something holiday in Ibiza. It’s time to ‘fess up.
I’m a complete drug virgin (unless mugwort and wormwood tea count then I’m guilty as charged). I haven’t even tried a cigarette. Never. Not once. Not ever. Never.
It just hasn’t been something I wanted to do. I don’t have a holier than thou attitude because I believe each to their own path and it would probably be a safer route if illegal drugs were not so, well, illegal. Having spent 3 1/2 years living next to a house where drugs were sold I witnessed the dealer occasionally getting temporarily rich, constantly being paranoid and often terrified that the money he owed would come to be collected (I know all this because he’d do his business outside my house). I also watched the kids he sold to become haunted and vacant and deathly thin.
I’ve also, like I mentioned, been to Amsterdam and, although I can only comment as a brief observer, the city works pretty well where drugs are allowed. You can go to the smoking cafes if you like, and if you don’t then that’s fine and dandy too. People come and go, whizzing about on their bicycles and don’t seem to be harmed by the open attitude. The only trouble I saw was drunk Brits shouting, yelling and being obnoxious. Embarrassing.
But still, I’m digressing a bit here. Recently I’ve been reading a lot about Shamanism. It’s cropped up here and there, as has references to taking drugs for spiritual growth and quests. As you can see, my experience in this world is limited to zilch but I’m interested.
These drugs aren’t some man made chemical cocktails but natural plants. Plants that can open up spiritual experiences and sensations. I find it very sad and frustrating that these ‘drugs’ are for the most part illegal with very heavy penalties attached to them. Really, what right does Big Brother have to restrict something which Mother Nature Herself has given?
I am a spiritual seeker and I don’t like having options taken from me. As you can probably tell Reckless is not my middle name – I’m not likely to jump into the world of drugs to escape everyday life (with 3 kids I would have done that a long time ago!). I would, possibly, maybe, like to experience a different sense of reality for spiritual growth. Then again I might not. But I would like to be able to make that choice.
I have no experiences of drugs, just opinions. But I’d love to hear your thoughts, views and experiences if you’d like to share